Welcome to my private terror.

I see but I don't know how to fix.
I feel but I don't know how to comfort.
I divine but cannot define the chaos that I see.

Why know when knowing has no solace?
Only endless awareness of the darkness that is about to be.

The garbled brook burbled so loud it drowned out even the deafening sound of the silent songbird.

Who can save this kingdom?

Who can bring voice to the songbird and order to the waters?

The fish are disorganized, not knowing how to get home.

Swimming downstream instead of up, and in that disorder,

Somehow feeling right.

Esza has released sample clips of two songs from her upcoming CD release, Tinged with Machine:

• Katy Come Out to Play
• Deeper Shade of Shallow

Esza teamed up with producer Bruce Somers (of KidneyThieves) for an EP of deep, dark layers of Electronic/Organic fusion. Tinged with Machine is slated for release this winter. Check back for updates, videos and sneak previews of the tracks.

Listen to the samples from Tinged with Machine

Grimm Fairytale Ball tonight and Hex Halloween at Malediction tomorrow night...

Get there early to get your free Hex Halloween CD compiled by me, Esza, with a track off my new album Tinged With Machine, and tracks from fabulous friends KidneyThieves, Android Lust and Delta Fiasco!

I theorize that the masculine psyche individuates in the pattern of the Oedipal myth. The young buck needs to grapple against and overthrow the elder. His prize is the herd and supremacy. He needs the leader or father to struggle against to develop his own muscle. And just at the moment that he is ready to lead, his muscle becomes strong enough that he overthrows the powers that be and takes his rightful place.

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